Just a casual reminded to always double check that your new prescriptions don’t interact with your old ones.

Silly health services lady thought that she could prescribe me a muscle relaxant and anti-inflammatory. Both react severely with one of my meds, even though I asked her about it.

So now I’m just relying on my naturopath/physical therapist cousin to tell me how to fix myself until I can see my regular doctor.

my doctor spent a lot of time just looking at me and observing my reactions to things, which is great because i don’t talk very much and long story short  i’m on anti depressants and he found me a new therapist.

just got back from the chiropractor and ow omg this is super painful excuse me while i don’t move for the next hour or two or when i have to go to the eye doctor

While trying to ask my dad how you wear pants with a full leg cast, something in my bad knee popped and then there was lots of tingling.

i’m not sure if that was good or bad and i’m a little bit afraid to walk/stand because it may or may not end badly.

I tried to get a counselor while I was home.

  • I couldn’t get in to see my GP so he could recommend someone
  • He then sent me to the wrong person
  • Insurance probably won’t cover the right person
  • They won’t pay for hardly any of it anyway
  • My mother would pitch a fit if she found out

I tried to see a chiropractor.

  • My mom pitched a fit about it
  • I ended up calling the wrong chiropractor because my dad gave me the wrong number
  • Insurance may or may not cover this chiropractor. I’m leaning towards not because they like screwing me over.

Conclusion: I can’t get any medical care while home.

and on top of everything else i think my uterus is trying to start my period even though birth control says that’s not supposed to happen until wednesday and that’s never happened before ughhhhhh

I finally get a chance to dance and do a real show again and then my knee decides that it needs to fuck up completely and not allow me to do anything.

I try really hard to love my body, but it’s hard when my body doesn’t love me.

+2 Advil.

Your move, joints.

wow my lungs hurt. no pneumonia plz.

Today the doctor said he didn’t want to xray me because ladies only have a limited amount of eggs and xrays kill them.

Bitch please, I’ve had so many xrays done because of scoliosis and pneumonia that it really doesn’t matter anymore. And I don’t want kids anyway.

Insurance company fucked up so bad.

They didn’t let me get my allergy medicine, so my dad had to end up paying full price for it because they couldn’t ship it to me until a week and a half after I initially ran out.

Because I didn’t get my allergy medicine, and I spent the better part of a week congested and sneezing, I now have a fuckin’ sinus infection, which may or may not twist itself into pneumonia, because that’s usually what happens to me.

Health services, away! Actually, I’m probably going to wait until Wednesday or so, just to see if it doesn’t clear up.

not sure if my back hurts because i’m stressed/irritable or i’m stressed/irritable because my back hurts.

I don’t know what this is from, but this is exactly how I was when I was sick. I say sick because I was sick, mental illness is an actual illness. I didn’t eat, I didn’t take my medicine, I didn’t sleep, and I didn’t even laugh for months. And then I talked to my doctor, and I got better. 
The point of this is that mental illness is an actual illness, which means you shouldn’t feel any shame in talking to someone about it so you can be better.

I don’t know what this is from, but this is exactly how I was when I was sick. I say sick because I was sick, mental illness is an actual illness. I didn’t eat, I didn’t take my medicine, I didn’t sleep, and I didn’t even laugh for months. And then I talked to my doctor, and I got better.

The point of this is that mental illness is an actual illness, which means you shouldn’t feel any shame in talking to someone about it so you can be better.

(Source: uglys0ul, via yourkissesaremyweakness)

sdjfsd;aoifnwe I don’t go to the doctor until AUGUST but I would really like these problems fixed soon-ish because I don’t like it.